Working 9-5

So.....

ITS SPRING BREAK PEOPLE!!!! woooop wooop woooooop!

Normally this would be an AMAZING occurrence, but no, not for me. The start of the easter holidays brings the lovely realisation that not only should i be working non-stop, but that there is like NO time left in school for me. that's right- the END of a good 15 years of schooling will come to an end in about two months. University is a completely different kettle of fish. Not even a type of fish, like a massive submarine that pretends to be a fish with camouflage and shit but is, for all intents and purposes, just a big hunk of metal that has all these unknown gadgets in it that i most definitely wont know how to use. And loads of weird sailors that i've never met before.

So yes, in a short couple of months I will be heading off onto that submarine, destination unknown, with only wit and personality to keep me company (less of the wit).

So now I am not only terrified as to where my life is going, but terrified as to whether or no it is going. What if i fuck up and don't get into a uni, or what if i go and i hate it?

Yeah yeah yeah, apparently all people feel like this before they head off into the big bad world but at the moment it kind of feels like it's just me. Yeah, my friends are going through it too, but i KNOW that they'll make friends (because lets face it, i wouldnt be friends with losers without any social skills now would i?) and have a blast, but what about ME?

I know, me-me-me right? But I guess that's what a blog is for anyway.

Anyway, what else has been going on in this aspiring call girl's life?

ERMMMMMMMMMM ZILCH. My life is like one of those plays you put on when you're little, where you have the first couple of scenes that you've practiced and thought through and then you spend the rest of it ad libbing, and everyone is just praying it'll be over soon. Well right now, im coming to the end of those rehearsed scenes and i have NO idea what my next line is or even who will join me in the next scene.

jeeez i do like my metaphors.

Right now I'm about to head out to the park to meet Loz and Frey, but the rain has literally JUST started as i started typing that. fml. Probably should go and check what the new plan is, or maybe we'll just make a rain check. (get it? 'rain check'?? yeah me neither.)

buhbye kiddies

xxxxxx